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| It's time to change. Time to dispose of everything from the past, and start a new. You're not who you used to be. You need to be a new person now.
Let's forget all the times we said 'I can't' or the times we failed. Start over. Do it right. | | |
| I was waiting outside German when someone in my class comes up to me. Guten Tag, he says, but I thought he said, what's up, so I responded, hello. Don't you know what Guten Tag means? That annoyed me for some reason. I took German Intro bitch, I already know some German I leave to get a sandwich, and then I come back and I stand near AP who said I look familiar. She doesn't seem overly friendly though, but maybe she thinks I'm younger than her?
Apparently Cute Guy's name is Cody. He looks like Toby Macguire, which is weird because I never thought Toby was cute.
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| A loving, smart, sexy, honest partner
An A in German
An A in English
to lose 15 lbs
loving friendships
someone to smoke with on a weekly basis
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| I need to concentrate on what I want. A magazine said to write in red pen what you want on white paper. I haven't been praying properly. I need to pray for As, I need to pray to pray for loving friendships, I need to pray for a quality man, I need to pray to lose 15 lbs. Once I have my mind focused on what I want, I will be able to receive it.
I had to write an essay ... on grass. Not the kind you smoke, the kind you lay on after you smoke. I stated how it was better than trees, flowers and shrubs [you can't lie on them comfortably] and how it works well as a cover plant, and how it gives you a feeling of serenity. It's only the second day of class, and the first class covered the syllabus.
Apparently the smell of oranges works as an anti-depressant. I'm going to spray my bedroom with orange in the morning, to help me wake up in the morning.
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| One girl in German introduced herself to me. We sat in silence, and these 2 guys stood near me. One is really cute. Then Andrew walks up. I fucking hate that kid because he's a major douche. He's one of those guys who will say hi to you every time he sees you, but it's in a patronizing and condescending manner. I don't think he recognizes me, which I'm glad. Apparently the cute guy went to my high school -- that's a turn off.
We walk into class and the teacher is 10 minutes late. There's at least 2 other kids from high school in that class. Andrew even remarks, "wow, it's like an ES reunion in here." Class was just about the syllabus, and we got to leave early. Except for the fact that I learned that I need to visit the Language Lab tomorrow, nothing productive transpired.
I take the bus, and I see Alison Thomas on there. I don't speak to her even though I thought about -- it's a really boring bus ride. During the last 15 minutes, I realize Alyson Wilson is sitting on front of me! I use to talk to her in PE although it was awkward because I think she has Aspergers. I don't mind though, as long as I'm in a mood to carry most of the conversation.
The guy next to me started flirting with me. He said he is a film producer. He said I should be an actress. Why? Because you're a really pretty girl. He left me in a good mood after that.
I have decided to stop consuming dairy products because milk can cause fatigue. I was able to wake up at 7 today, effortlessly, and leave by 8:30. I have to do this 3 times a week, which doesn't seem so bad.
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